well hey band and hey all! this is 09! are you excited what god would do this year? so sorry for the 2008 album being overdue...somethings God decided to speak to us first and lead us through before continuing on. well just want to share something here...that also can share with you at the same time who the real God is and how He is like abit...
well okay..been going through some storms at home lately...brother intends to go melbourne permanently, my dad well...is caught up in a act, my mum is well...getting misled by emotions and things..., God spoke about relatives too...well we arent close and 100%ly that after my parents generation pass on, the current generation which is mine would no longer appearingly be related...like we wont meet, we wont talk etc. cause we hardly know each other, or remember each others face or name...well God is doing great things. despite all these and some more things...He still assures me again that He is in charge...and i just feel this sense of peace within my heart...to say that Jesus Christ, You are in charge and I am just going to submit to whatever Your plans maybe, just lead me by hand and keep me in Your plan!
another thing...something i wrote while i was reflecting this week...rather long...but i pray you'd hold on till you're done reading it:
Your grace still amazes me. A song that kept playing on my computer for most of the week. Along with the song: By your side. Just wont get tired of the song. Do you still get amazed at and by His grace? If not, ask the Lord to renew your heart. Some lyrics: “Each day I fall on my knees, Your grace amazes me. Coz its deeper, wider, stronger, its higher than anything my eyes can see, Your grace still amazes me”. It’s a everyday renewal thing. Letting the Lord’s grace that He has and had showeth unto us to overwhelm us, to scoop us up again, to usher us into a time of rejoicing in the midst of mourning. To bring us out of our comfort of lamenting and not looking at other things and people into a time of going out and telling people of our comforter. The extreme opposites. Of valley to mountain. I’m saying your valley can be another person’s mountain. We may think that im in a serious valley. Where to another person wherever they come from, that is already a very good mountain, a very good position to have. Despite what’s going on, at least we have food on our table, we have a good place to sleep, there’s shoes on my feet, there are people loving me, I know who my parents are, I know the Lord provideth for my whole family so we can pay our bills, we can purchase food whenever we require to satisfy our hunger, where each of us can have our separate meals and not need to share to make ends meet. These to others are mountains to even have them, some even don’t dare to dream of having them. But having all these, we are in our valley. Our valley could be someone else’s mountain. How low is your valley? It is at the lowest of your valley, that it could be someone’s highest of their mountain. The Lord is always by our side. Even if we don’t have any of the above to thank for, which is a very slim chance, we still have God with us. Other’s don’t have Jesus in them. Shouldn’t we be thankful for not just having Jesus in us, but also because we know Him. How deep is His love for us? Who can fathom, who can estimate, who can know, who can measure? The depth, width, broadness, length, height, diameter, circumference, mass, weight, any form of human measurement where God is never limited by? It’s a relationship not a possession. It’s a relationship not another achievement, it’s a relationship not another on your contact list, it’s a relationship not a religion, it’s a relationship not a mere source of comfort, it’s a relationship not a make use. It’s a relationship. Have you been taking and not giving? Have you been asking but not loving? Have we missed the point of this relationship?
This relationship: Father to child, Master to servant, God to man, Best friend to friend, Provider to receiver, Comforter to comforted, Love to lover, Savior to redeemed, Faithful to compromiser, Faith to faithless, Shelter to shelter less, Food to the hungry, Strength to the weak, Hope to the hopeless, Potter to clay, Vision to the lack of vision and much much more. Whatever we have there is the opposite. Because there is a difference between when there is God in the picture and when there is not.
yup...i pray God, in this very moment. You would come another gap closer to us. like the air that we breathe that You so freely give. bring us to know You more Lord. In Jesus name i ask and pray. Amen
Take Care dear all and God bless
With God's love,
Victoria
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May your light shine...
in the darkness...
